NUN

so is being a nun my only option? do i really want a husband and/or kids? am i just saying i don't b/c that is not a viable option right now, or do i really not want that in the least?

really pisses me off that l thinks that being a nun is the best option for me - b/c

a.) i don't think that they would take me AND
b.) i don't want to be a nun

so screw that shit, and i will just deal with life as it comes. if love makes it my way, fine, if not, fine.