NUN

so is being a nun my only option? do i really want a husband and/or kids? am i just saying i don't b/c that is not a viable option right now, or do i really not want that in the least?

really pisses me off that l thinks that being a nun is the best option for me - b/c

a.) i don't think that they would take me AND
b.) i don't want to be a nun

so screw that shit, and i will just deal with life as it comes. if love makes it my way, fine, if not, fine.

i'd rather

i'd rather learn from one bird how to sing than teach 10,000 stars how to dance.

e.e. cummings